“Disequilibrium” Waking up in a maze. With a feeling of disequilibrium. Like a love in disdain. As I never win a love battle. All is gone for me. All is buried within. I can’t fight no more. There is nothing to win. She left long ago. She took all her clothes. She left me all alone I just can’t, anymore. Where is she now. Is she looking at the moon. Does she miss me just a bit. Is she over my deceit? Wherever she may be. I hope she knows, that she understands. That I’m crazy boy, in love. That unlike her, I’ll never let go.